lordy lordy

look who's back to snooping:

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Host Name	c-24-147-145-79.hsd1.ma.comcast.net
IP Address	24.147.145.79 dipshit [Edit Label]
Country	United States
Region	Massachusetts

23rd November 2007

09:38:46 PM

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on an evening his prego wife was in the hospital with some sort of condition that required her to arrive by ambulance, he came home and looked me up. isn't that special.

i won't allude to how i know this is the correct IP address; suffice it to say, i'm smarter than the average bear.

it's one thing to look up an ex because you genuinely want to know how they're doing; maybe things didn't go poorly between you and the timing was just off, and it's okay to say hi. but when your relationship resembles an oprah book-of-the-month, combined with jerry springer, and a smattering of romper room (yes, i'm inferring one of us is a childish prick), it's probably a really stupid idea to bother visiting any of the sites they frequent or post at.

moreso when there's already a three-ring binder full of tracked ip addresses from the past two years, an affidavit from a website stating one has been banned due to harassment and stalking (and then trying to open new accounts and continue). it's just a really stupid idea.

really.

i don't want to be a dick or anything, but this is all very predictable and very tiresome, and.. well, i've said it all before.

(moving on)

i was enlightened the other day by this unsaid person as to moments in my life i'm quite sure i experienced myself, and experienced *very* differently than they were relayed to me. somehow, though, this unsaid person has convinced others (can we say: damage control?) that this is the way things happened, because

a) they are a sociopath
b) they have no concept of reality and/or truth
c) they are unable to let go of the one thing they couldn't control and *still* cannot control, so they try to make up for their inadequacy and fill the gaping hole that is their life with magical far-fetched stories about the 'one person they loved more than anything in the world'

it was rather entertaining to read, and i may share it some day. i just recall living my life differently and relaying those life events as they happened. considering the source these new stories came from, it doesn't surprise me that they were twisted to greatly untrue proportions.

behavior like this just confirms for me that i did the right thing by growing a set of balls and leaving, and it was worth going through all the bullshit i have for the past four years, because i'm exactly where i want to be, and the hole he's dug is getting deeper by the day.